Strong

When i am sure i am strong i know i am dead inside out
A river of tears that has no end
A pool of fears felt from a distance
A scream of help that was never heard
When i needed you the most you didnt hear me call
And when i reached my hand you just let me fall
It ends with a bag packed and ready to go
It ends with a smile that fades with the moment i go
It ends with a scare that leaves no space for more to come
It ends with a trust that is lost when it wasnt found
You held yourself up high on my shoulder to cry
And when the world heard you
You chose to walk away
And now
I know I am strong but that is because i know
I am dead inside out
I am a ghost that will never been seen again
A ghost that is dead but strong